lunes, diciembre 18, 2006

Its just not the same without you! x



Supongo que al quedarme sin palabras, nada es mejor que dejar que él hable por los dos.
Hace solo un año esto me escribía...
"Hello, well here we are back with the mails, first i have had the best 2weeks of my life with you, you can not imagine how happy my life is with youapart of it thankyou x the journey home from the airport was hard dont tellanyone ha i cried almost all the way home it was like my belly was missing ifelt empty and sick, i just couldnt accept that your not here for the momenti still cant, when i got home i had another bike session for 3 hours whichwas so difficult i was a little bit tired and i missed you so much. Now imsat on my bed with the computer i can see you everywere in the bathroom inthe kitchen in my room and in my bed, my room feels and looks so empty without you here, i keep looking up and expecting you to come hug me ask for akiss tell me you love me but its just my imagination x the truth is i dontknow how i will cope with you not being here anymore for the momentx danielai love you with all my heart and miss you so muchx i promise soon thingswill change i will change things with my job and make decisions based onbeing closer to you honey i love you so much. My mum and steve said goodbyeand they hope everything is ok and it was a pleasure to have you stay withus and you are welcome in our family and home anytime and they hope to seeyou soon like me honey x Daniela you have my heart and love from me and myfamily always if there is anything big or small i will support always i loveyoux Im happy you arrived safely thats made me able to relax a bit, i hopethere was no problems with the flight. I have been here just thinking youknow thinking about the last weeks and the time we spent together its like adream x I know its hard honey but please promise me you will try to be happy and smile and enjoy spain and remember there is not a second of any day thatim not thinking about you baby, take care i love you and will mail you again tomorrow i miss you sweetheart so much speak soon all my love

your john alwaysxxx"
Tal vez un día vuelva a tener palabras....